Ouch. I’ve sat with this feeling for so long, it lives in me. Holds me close, caressing my flaws. Despair knows me well, oh so well.
and that’s OK.
Sometimes we push this feeling away, we seek comfort and security. There’s nothing to hide from, this pain is yours and how beautiful is that?
The pain will be there, even when you are separated from it for long periods of time. The pain exists and it remembers you, too.